So lately I have been feeling a lack of energy to do anything. It is almost like my desire and passion for things have been drained right from me. I was struggling quite a bit this last week, but after talking to my previous youth pastor's wife, I had a new outlook on things.
One of the things I completely lost my desire for was music, and if you know me, you know that music is something I usually completely adore. I guess it had just gotten to the point where it looked like my goals in music were just so far away that there was not even a use in trying. Beside that, I was having a hard time seeing anything in my future. So many people have told me that they can see a calling and anointing on my life, but lately, it has been hard to even accept that.
Good news time!
Last week after talking to Meghan, I decided that I was just going to chill and give it to God until I felt like it was time to do something again. Well, Sunday I just felt like it was time to try again, so I found sheet music for a song, printed two pages of it, and put it on my piano. Now I know some people are going to read this and be like, "why just two pages?", and that is because it is easier for me to complete something if I am not looking at how far I have to go. It is called taking one step at a time, or in this case, one measure at a time!
If anyone is curious, the song I am learning is Boston, by Augustana (slow version because it is prettier. haha). It isn't the most difficult song ever, but that is exactly what I need, something refreshing. Check out the video below to hear the song. (: