Yesterday was my, "reminisce on the past" day. Not in the bad, "doomy" type way that you are thinking, but in a good way! I pulled out old pictures, music, emails, letters, the whole sha-bang, and I realized something:
Yes, I realize that it is expected after a few years, but I never really noticed how much I have grown up. I never really saw how much more wise I am now compared to when I was fourteen. Don't get me wrong though, I know I have A LOT more wisdom to obtain, but I am better now than I was then!
I guess right now, I am the happiest I have ever been that things changed a lot a few years ago. I always looked at situations that went down as a downfall or stumbling block to me, but little did I know that it would help make me exactly who I am right now. Yes, I will still have my mopey days where the things that happened are grabbing me at the throat, but honestly, that is expected! It was never expected of me to feel this good about times that hurt me though, ever!
And now that I sound like I have completely lost my sanity, I would say it is time for this little post to end. However, I encourage you to share with me what you think about this subject of change. Has this ever happened in your life? Are you in the middle of a change? Fill me in. (:
Due to the title of this post, I just had to attach this video:
Haha! (:
4 comments:
I can agree with what ur saying. I mean, i still havent gotten over my ex, and i want to so badly, But i guess it will come as i change...I sure hope so...Just thought it give my 2 cents.
Thanks for your feedback, it reminds me that some people actually read what I say. haha.
But yea, inevitably, aside from you growing with God right now, you are going to change. Hopefully within that change not only you will see things different, but you will feel differently about why things happened and stuff.
Yes, I do read it...Why wouldn't I?
Lol
But yes you are right,I hope that he opens my eyes to many things that I don't understand!
Haha I don't know, I just forget that people read this sometimes I guess.
I have a feeling He will, so don't stress about it now. (:
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