It is so easy to get caught up in what is going on around me. I have a choice though; never let a situation fool you into thinking otherwise.
For as long as I can remember, I have been a seasonal person in people's life. No matter what, it seems like I can never keep the same friends very long. It is like they move on or something, I don't know. However, this is the first time that this transition has happened since I have decided to face my fears of people in general, and I can honestly say that it is not pleasant at all. No, I am not an emotional wreck, nor am I wallowing in self-pity, but nothing has gotten easier.
I really thought I was going to get away with keeping the same best friends for a while, but as of right now, things aren't looking too bright.
Aside from all of that mess, my best friend is moving next month, and I am going to be a mess without her. Here she is, sleeping in the chair next to me, and all I can think about right now is how things will be oh so different. I am determined though, her and I are NOT going to lose touch. Nope. I will bribe her with package-safe food if I have to. Haha. Yep. (: Dear Katrina, I love you and you are awesome.
This post is over with, I need sleep. Happy April 2nd!